i'm a lion!
today was like just laid back and chill. who doesn't like those kind of days?
today woke up and realized i had no ride for art. called people finally got Richard to wake up and drive down to barnes to pick me up. probably party hardy last night.
strolled out the front door and had a good walk. favorite weather overcast :]
got down to barnes and just chilling at the front. had a good quick qt session and i saw ms. vanciu and said hi. freaking random haha. got in the homo's car and listened to some jazz. Thelonius Monk. good old school stuff. haha
came in said hi to my lovely vision21 family and talked to teacher michael. showed him the new issue of giant robot. set up and got a few sketches of life drawing before class ended.
watched a random ass youtube video: Battle at Kruger
it's kind of lengthy and doesnt get good til later but basically if you don't wanna watch it:
theres like a pack of lions trying to kill a baby wildebeest/buffalo thing that fell into a watering hole or river. while they were dragging it out a crocodile bit the preay but the lions busted their tails and got it out. the herd of wilde-buffalo came back and jacked up the lions and got their injured but alive calf back. dang. haha.
youtube is amazing.
after watching this random but fascinating video we went to eat at the food court. we ordered food, but it would take like 30 minutes. i stared at that galaga arcade thing, but i failed so hard last time i just walked away. haha
because i was mad hungry i went around the store for free samples and such. went into fancy+ admired some nice pencils and humungasaurus cards. came back picked up our food. and ate some good grub.
had a chill computer class. made some cool art, and richard made a purpletastic bunny. took lots of mac photos cause being camera-whoreish is surprisingly fun.
hitched a ride home. ordered food. ate the food. unexpected company. company left. watched some random batman thing on tv.
realized that i want a macbook, camera, drum set, car. random. sort of.
i feel so bad for travis hes so damn amazing.
Thank you Lord Jesus for being so awesome today. I had a laid back day today. Thank you from this stressful break of what we call school, but should actually be called cruel and unusual torture. I like some subjects Lord. History is always fun, art is obviously fun, and English is fun with Mr. Wolfe, but math and physics are annoying Lord. Help me to be patient and diligent in my work Lord. Spanish also scares my face so bad. Just teach me to be patient and hard working in all that i do. Tomorrow I go to church to praise you on the Sabbath Day Lord. Let me keep this Sabbath Day always holy so that I may at least spend one whole day with you Lord. You did not rest on the seventh day for an unknown purpose. Let me understand your word and always hunger for it. IN JESUS CHRIST OF NAZARETH'S NAME I PRAY. amen.
it's hard not to curse. haha.
school's retarded, but i guess i have it way easier than other kids. loving christian club and abc club is starting to emerge.
peace out til probably tomorrow cuz sundays are always controversial when we speak of the Lord and what he wants.
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Sunday, September 28, 2008
I heard a few heads say that hip-hop was dead,
no it's not It's just malnourished and underfed
Blue Scholars are addicting check em out.
So today was church. was good. learned about words. it was a little confusing but basically at one point he said something like:
how can you worship God with the same mouth you curse with? as you pray and sing and worship are you not lying to God?
you can have your own opinion about it and even explain it to me, but really i was really conflicted by this.
1 John 3:6
No one who lives in him keeps on sinning. No one who continues to sin has either seen him or known him.
Matthew 12:33-37
33"Make a tree good and its fruit will be good, or make a tree bad and its fruit will be bad, for a tree is recognized by its fruit. 34You brood of vipers, how can you who are evil say anything good? For out of the overflow of the heart the mouth speaks. 35The good man brings good things out of the good stored up in him, and the evil man brings evil things out of the evil stored up in him. 36But I tell you that men will have to give account on the day of judgment for every careless word they have spoken. 37For by your words you will be acquitted, and by your words you will be condemned."
everyone has their own fruits and like all fruits most are distinguishable from each other. the identification of a tree is based on its fruit. unless you're like a nerd. but you call an orange tree an orange tree because it produces oranges and likewise with apples etc.
you're intake on this can be different from many others.
cursing may be part of our lives, but even after listening to today's sermon i cursed at least 20 times today, because it's part of what i become. sin.
Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth,
I thank you for the beautiful day you have brought down upon us. Today was not too cold and not too hot Lord. Let us not take for granted of these weathers that you bring, and everything else in our lives. Let us not lust for "greater" things, but only you Lord. In Matthew 6:33 you have commanded us to put our complete faith and righteousness in you. Also lately I have been having trouble by judging others on how they worship you Lord. You are the final judge. Yet I have come to see that church has become a meeting place rather than a holy ground at Young Nak Church Lord. Just dispel this overbearing sin Lord and soften our hearts. Every single person I may know and come to know let me tell them about you and your name. Give me faith and courage in all that I may do in your name.
Just keep my walk with you more fruitful. Teach me how to be humble, PATIENT, loving, caring, and understanding Lord. The book of Proverbs you have given us, teaching us how to treat people, is another blessing Lord. Let me strive for your word and all else. Thank you for your love, grace, and mercy. I hope you keep with everyone that may be struggling this week or in the near future Lord. Truly help us Lord for we our weak and need of assistance.
In Jesus Christ's heavenly name I pray. AMEN.
sorry long, but it's all from the heart. have a good week kiggas and slap me when i curse. haha.
Blue Scholars are addicting check em out.
So today was church. was good. learned about words. it was a little confusing but basically at one point he said something like:
how can you worship God with the same mouth you curse with? as you pray and sing and worship are you not lying to God?
you can have your own opinion about it and even explain it to me, but really i was really conflicted by this.
1 John 3:6
No one who lives in him keeps on sinning. No one who continues to sin has either seen him or known him.
Matthew 12:33-37
33"Make a tree good and its fruit will be good, or make a tree bad and its fruit will be bad, for a tree is recognized by its fruit. 34You brood of vipers, how can you who are evil say anything good? For out of the overflow of the heart the mouth speaks. 35The good man brings good things out of the good stored up in him, and the evil man brings evil things out of the evil stored up in him. 36But I tell you that men will have to give account on the day of judgment for every careless word they have spoken. 37For by your words you will be acquitted, and by your words you will be condemned."
everyone has their own fruits and like all fruits most are distinguishable from each other. the identification of a tree is based on its fruit. unless you're like a nerd. but you call an orange tree an orange tree because it produces oranges and likewise with apples etc.
you're intake on this can be different from many others.
cursing may be part of our lives, but even after listening to today's sermon i cursed at least 20 times today, because it's part of what i become. sin.
Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth,
I thank you for the beautiful day you have brought down upon us. Today was not too cold and not too hot Lord. Let us not take for granted of these weathers that you bring, and everything else in our lives. Let us not lust for "greater" things, but only you Lord. In Matthew 6:33 you have commanded us to put our complete faith and righteousness in you. Also lately I have been having trouble by judging others on how they worship you Lord. You are the final judge. Yet I have come to see that church has become a meeting place rather than a holy ground at Young Nak Church Lord. Just dispel this overbearing sin Lord and soften our hearts. Every single person I may know and come to know let me tell them about you and your name. Give me faith and courage in all that I may do in your name.
Just keep my walk with you more fruitful. Teach me how to be humble, PATIENT, loving, caring, and understanding Lord. The book of Proverbs you have given us, teaching us how to treat people, is another blessing Lord. Let me strive for your word and all else. Thank you for your love, grace, and mercy. I hope you keep with everyone that may be struggling this week or in the near future Lord. Truly help us Lord for we our weak and need of assistance.
In Jesus Christ's heavenly name I pray. AMEN.
sorry long, but it's all from the heart. have a good week kiggas and slap me when i curse. haha.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
WHATTHEFRA.COM
is a site you should go to right now homie!
so today went to church. and i received a lot of homo love.
lately its been a lot better than before and AWANA just started today aiite!
looking forward to get my kids to teach!
lunch was bomb DIRTY GREASY MEXICAN FOOD like always! mm delicious :P
AND yesterday received a lot of blessing at ABC club so join! made cool TEES
THE DAMAGGE:
THE BLESSING :]
FRONT
BACK
so come out to club rush SEPTEMBER 18-19 AT LUNCH
Also Korean Thanksgiving today! even if you're not korean. just. i dunno give your parents some love. haha.
Lord thank you for this awesome weekend made cool shirts, had some good food at church and home and most of all got closer to you. just guide me lord and whatever is in store for me and the rest of the loving world. most of all, let everyone's heart become softer and ready to accept you with open arms. in JESUS'S HOLY NAME I PRAY. amen.
aiite peace kiggaz
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
WorldWide Free Hugs Day
was today! i'm going to write in improper grammar and not know it. ok. thank you. anyways! Like i said FREE HUGS DAY was today. so if you're lonely and needed a hug. it's a little too late. JUST KIDDING. who needs an excuse to hug a random stranger?
for you ignorant people who have no idea what the free hugs campaign is here you go:
AIIITE. so i ran around school and crap with a big FREE HUGS sign. periods 1 and 2 were complete failures. I sat in like 2nd period and i was like utterly disappointed because i thought today was going to be ~legendary~ but it was not so. few hugs here and there. (that means like 2 which were both from my mom) people walked by me laughing making me feel like a complete fool. yeah. so damn. there i was. I had lots of love and i had nowhere or no one to share or give to. and then lunch was MISSION SUCCESS :] i hugged like the randomest people ever. no clue what their names were, and they were totally sincere. except one faggot. but God forgives. i should too. :]
FAQ
Q: Lots of people asked me this "Why are you doing this? Is there a specific reason? What is this for?"
A: Are you blind?! i'm a lonely desperate guy! just kidding. i said "YOU DON'T NEED A REASON TO BE NICE." right? pick up trash cuz its the nice thing to do. share your food cuz its the nice thing to do. and give a hug. because you're awesome.
The inspirational dude that started it all. God Bless His Soul.
for you ignorant people who have no idea what the free hugs campaign is here you go:
AIIITE. so i ran around school and crap with a big FREE HUGS sign. periods 1 and 2 were complete failures. I sat in like 2nd period and i was like utterly disappointed because i thought today was going to be ~legendary~ but it was not so. few hugs here and there. (that means like 2 which were both from my mom) people walked by me laughing making me feel like a complete fool. yeah. so damn. there i was. I had lots of love and i had nowhere or no one to share or give to. and then lunch was MISSION SUCCESS :] i hugged like the randomest people ever. no clue what their names were, and they were totally sincere. except one faggot. but God forgives. i should too. :]
FAQ
Q: Lots of people asked me this "Why are you doing this? Is there a specific reason? What is this for?"
A: Are you blind?! i'm a lonely desperate guy! just kidding. i said "YOU DON'T NEED A REASON TO BE NICE." right? pick up trash cuz its the nice thing to do. share your food cuz its the nice thing to do. and give a hug. because you're awesome.
The inspirational dude that started it all. God Bless His Soul.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
The Gift
God gives.
so i haven't listened to these guys for a while and now that i listen to them again it just blew my mind.
If you received something so wonderful wouldn't you want to share it with the ones you love? Share your faith and God's grace!
Lord. I thank you for your eternal mercy, eternal grace, and eternal love. I pray for the open mindedness of my fellow brothers and sisters and that our hearts may soften for you Lord. I pray that you dwell in our hearts and let our faith in you overflow so that it may touch others who have not had a chance to understand this enormous amount of love you have. Let us hunger for your truth and word for the word is flesh and the bread to our souls. And Lord I ask that you constantly remind us that we are one community, one world, one body.
Amen.
so i haven't listened to these guys for a while and now that i listen to them again it just blew my mind.
If you received something so wonderful wouldn't you want to share it with the ones you love? Share your faith and God's grace!
Lord. I thank you for your eternal mercy, eternal grace, and eternal love. I pray for the open mindedness of my fellow brothers and sisters and that our hearts may soften for you Lord. I pray that you dwell in our hearts and let our faith in you overflow so that it may touch others who have not had a chance to understand this enormous amount of love you have. Let us hunger for your truth and word for the word is flesh and the bread to our souls. And Lord I ask that you constantly remind us that we are one community, one world, one body.
Amen.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
THIS IS
going to be a long post. :/ and if you read all of it. you are the awesomest person ever. hahaha.
so i listened to so many versions of apologize and this video was sooo damn good check it out.
anyways god is awesome.
so awesome! :]
sorry i haven't updated for awhile. but i'm super bored right now. so i might as well right?
during the summer many christian goers have gone on retreats. and before all this my faith was totally rock bottom :/ but after, like most retreats, people feel blessed. but coming back from mine it was a totally different feeling. usually when people come down the mountain, from their retreat, not only are they coming down but also their faith has crumbled down with it as you enter the oppressive sinful society yet again. but after my retreat i came down fearing and realizing this sinful society. i was almost afraid to live my life and let down GOD.
do you know what blu ray is? a blu ray is like the new dvd in like ULTRA high definition. its clearer and after watching blu ray, real life looks really dull. my dad is in love with this new technology. the day after my dad bought all this stuff my mom said. "Your dad loves this he says its totally different if you watch the same movies again" and it really is. every couple of seconds or so you can't stop yourself from saying "wow!" anyways, what does this have to do with anything? As i came down from the mountain i remembered this blu ray disc and i was like oh my goodness. although i came back down to my original life i saw it all differently. more clearly and lit. i was so thankful for everything i had. just like my dad was with his blu rays. he watched the same movies he had already watched but was thankful for every scene, effect and etc.
i think i might start using this blogging thing as an everyday motivator for prayer.
i will finally leave you with this inspirational video. through all the hardships society has tormented us with self conscientiousness of our own self image. break these bonds in all of us oh father and may your holy spirit overflow our souls.
so i listened to so many versions of apologize and this video was sooo damn good check it out.
anyways god is awesome.
so awesome! :]
sorry i haven't updated for awhile. but i'm super bored right now. so i might as well right?
during the summer many christian goers have gone on retreats. and before all this my faith was totally rock bottom :/ but after, like most retreats, people feel blessed. but coming back from mine it was a totally different feeling. usually when people come down the mountain, from their retreat, not only are they coming down but also their faith has crumbled down with it as you enter the oppressive sinful society yet again. but after my retreat i came down fearing and realizing this sinful society. i was almost afraid to live my life and let down GOD.
do you know what blu ray is? a blu ray is like the new dvd in like ULTRA high definition. its clearer and after watching blu ray, real life looks really dull. my dad is in love with this new technology. the day after my dad bought all this stuff my mom said. "Your dad loves this he says its totally different if you watch the same movies again" and it really is. every couple of seconds or so you can't stop yourself from saying "wow!" anyways, what does this have to do with anything? As i came down from the mountain i remembered this blu ray disc and i was like oh my goodness. although i came back down to my original life i saw it all differently. more clearly and lit. i was so thankful for everything i had. just like my dad was with his blu rays. he watched the same movies he had already watched but was thankful for every scene, effect and etc.
i think i might start using this blogging thing as an everyday motivator for prayer.
i will finally leave you with this inspirational video. through all the hardships society has tormented us with self conscientiousness of our own self image. break these bonds in all of us oh father and may your holy spirit overflow our souls.
Sunday, August 3, 2008
I just noticed that
mimes scare the shit out of me.
especially this one ^
oh yeah hes a keeper. anyways.
today is Sunday. and lately my church is not too good. frankly it sucks. kind of a lot. my ministry is horrible. my pastor left for a new job and our new one came from Canada and hes not helping the situation. AND for some reason hes been gone for like a month i have no clue why and these guest speakers are even worse! they're like fobs or like really shy and have no clue whats going on and speak really softly like my christian life doesn't depend on it! what a bunch of jerks!
high school is a delicate age. things as important as faith and life lessons should not be put in the hands of amateurs! religion is a controversial subject and lately its as controversial as can get. so many things are iffy.
if i am a lamb of god. i have lost my way and i am trying to find my way back to the herd. hopefully there's only one Shepherd.
peace.
especially this one ^
oh yeah hes a keeper. anyways.
today is Sunday. and lately my church is not too good. frankly it sucks. kind of a lot. my ministry is horrible. my pastor left for a new job and our new one came from Canada and hes not helping the situation. AND for some reason hes been gone for like a month i have no clue why and these guest speakers are even worse! they're like fobs or like really shy and have no clue whats going on and speak really softly like my christian life doesn't depend on it! what a bunch of jerks!
high school is a delicate age. things as important as faith and life lessons should not be put in the hands of amateurs! religion is a controversial subject and lately its as controversial as can get. so many things are iffy.
if i am a lamb of god. i have lost my way and i am trying to find my way back to the herd. hopefully there's only one Shepherd.
peace.
Saturday, August 2, 2008
this is...
retarded. no one reads this. i don't even know why i'm writing this. i guess for my own pleasure. if you're actually reading this. you're retarded too. ok bye.
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
holy crap.
an earthquake.
i'm sure you all know that there was an earthquake today. oorrrrr you're retarded. sorry its the sad truth.anyways.
i'm hungry. peace.
Monday, July 28, 2008
Sunday, July 27, 2008
Aardvarks and Anteaters
are totally different animals. Arthur lied. disappointment.
BOOM doodle.
lets applaud.
Wikipedia says: In Iran, and several other middle eastern countries, the "thumbs up" gesture means the same as "the finger" in western countries which can result in misunderstandings.
That's funny but Wikipedia bullshits a lot so. game over.
That's funny but Wikipedia bullshits a lot so. game over.
I'm done with my random blurb of ADD psycho shit. peace.
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